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one mushroom, tralalalala...
two mushroom, tralalalala...
three mush..three mush...
ehehehhe!
Yo! KRING here...
im a junior BS Chem stud @ UPV-Miami..:)
my bday's on Oct. 23
and i'd want a
greetinghuganother hugand another...
ha.....? (wink,wink!):)
I Am...
"kring is the baby of our
barkada.."-babe
"kikay ni xa kaayo..."-titit
"intelligent, pride of our family.."-cuzn cy
"pala gimik with
friends..pala hug..pala
tulog..."-elgin
"miss curly hair..."-zel
"very machika..we can talk about
anything..."-kha
"sweet,
very caring, supportive, intelligent
and very talented...she's really 1 in a million!.."-janjan
"I can never
forget her child-like voice and
demeanor.."-rhodz
"very opinionated and never bias..
palabasa buks..is sumone u can trust.. a very good
friend.. smart and sweet.."-kim
I Can Be...
timid and shymushy and cornyreally noisysarcasticnaughtycrazyjust plainly...nasty! eheh!
I Love...
ice cream,chocolates
..anything sweet.angels and flowers and butterfliesbooksmusicwinnie the POOHmy fam,my friends, our dogs..LIFE!
catch me at...
my bed-either reading or listening to music or writing in my journal or daydreamingthe lib, hunting for and reading booksadoration chapelbars (occasionally)
Wushu!!
watUgonnaDOdaBeh?
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Jan 12, 2005
AYOKO NA....!!!!
could somebody just rip my heart out ...?
im soooo tired already...
pag nagpakamatay ka,d ka ba talaga pupuntang heaven...?
Posted at 02:28 pm by cutesiKring
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Nov 22, 2004
my ever attentive and too eager to blabber classmates in Lit3 successfully hauled me out of my fleeting and floating moments caused by my not-more-than-4-hours-sleep the previous night. the supposed to be discussion on feminism turned to endless chat about love...sheesh! is this my lucky day or what...? darn.....
and my sarcastic alter ego went full force....
"ryt..she has evrything she doesnt have to have a prince.."
...she has to complicate her life. besides, thats what the author wants the story to run..dum-dum.
"the princess shouldnt have given up everything for the prince. that's sobrang kamartyran na..."
yeah,right. y dont you just look right at me and tell that to my face huh...?
"what can she do...? d ba nga love is blind...?"
say that again..? cliche...! gasgas na yan..
"no,love is not blind. its in fact all-seeing that it can overlook all the bad things..blah,blah"
whoa! u think so..? point there! umm, u gay or smething...?
"no, id rather not call it blind. try using the word unconditional...."
hah..! should i say my kind of love...? u gay too...?
"however we put it, the prince is just not worth the princess' sacrifices. therefore, applying the thought to today's situations, it is not wise for a girl to give all her love to a guy..."
pakshit..wat if she's the type of girl who settles for no less than to give evrything...?
***my idea is that the princess would have been happy for the rest of her life if the prince settled with that first sacrifice. if so, she didnt have to go thru sacrifice number two and to that ultimate sacrifice. it all boils down to the prince's insensitivity and indifference to how much the princess loves him...all that she needed was a little appreciation and evrything could have been alright. heck, this is my story........
miss K: yes kris..? any ideas..?
huh...! u want me to blurt out all my bitterness in front of these people? i'd rather drop dead!
"nah...no comment!"
Posted at 05:41 pm by cutesiKring
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Nov 10, 2004
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To get what you want, you must resolve to wholeheartedly accept what is given to you.
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The universe sets us up for failure when it wants us to try something new and we dont heed its call.
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If you dont lay claim to anything, no one can ask you to give it up.
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In my anger and frustration, i shouted at God as loudly as i could "who do you think you are..?". I heard my voice echo, shouting it back to me.
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they're all from Jim Paredes' "Humming in my Universe".
its a good read!:)
Posted at 08:09 pm by cutesiKring
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Nov 9, 2004
...All Saint's Day. i saw him sa cemetery..(of all places! sheesh!). i saw him, then he saw me..twas enough na sana for me...i didn't want to talk simply because i didn't know what to say. but i didn't have much of a choice. ang lapit nya eh. hay!
...come to think of it...sa buong 19 yrs ko na pa.balik2 sa cemetery, ngaun lang tlaga kami nagkita. coincidence. we were both wearing white tops and khaki pants. coincidence ulit. pucha! looks like the gods were having a good time playing with the odds and toying with my feelings nung araw na yun..grrrr!
...eye contact...smile..then he went over to me. no, we went over to each other pala and he was like "hambal ko gd kilala ko ni nga buhok...". ok, so its all in the hair..! hehe. we talked a little..tas umuwi na sila and i was able to breathe normally again...
until he txted me that evening and confessed that he attempted suicide....
but mind you, twas not because of me..how i wish nga sana na it was so. wehehe!
...anyway! so yun...i wont elaborate na. inis ako...d man lang nya naisip na pag natuluyan sya iiyak talaga ako..hmp! as much as i want to run up to him and hug him and tell him that everything's going to be alright, d ko naman magawa. kung pwede ko nga lang syang bantayan 24/7 just to make sure na wala nang further attempts gagawin ko..kaya lang d ko nga magawa. wala..advice2 lang ako. sa background lang...na demote na kasi. eheh! ok lang...i know he's going to be alright.....
...do i sound like im moving on already...? probably..little by little siguro. halfway..? not yet..i cud use a lot of wallowing in loneliness and self pity pa before i can say that im totally ok.
hay! kelan kaya last cry ko....? cant wait for that......
Posted at 11:02 am by cutesiKring
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Oct 4, 2004
 ...is ds wat i get 4 gving too much? for loving so much...?
...me and my broken heart. i certainly dont deserve this! U thinks so too. U even wants me to treat him like he never existed..up to the point of wanting him dead. whew! talk about being sensible there...i want to hate U. it's pretty obvious that U wants that too. i dunno,maybe it could somehow make things easier for both of us. but this stupid moronic heart just refuses to do so..! i cant afford to be that cruel..that's just not me...my heart's crushed, my pride's bruised but i cant seem to feel even an itsy bitsy hatred for U....darn! amo gd ko ni ya kabuot.....?
...hahay! stupid, stupid, stupid! im so tired of cying....this is getting soooo exhausting!
...U sent me a message that goes somewhat like " life is a river. it flows in different directions. but even if we went into two different directions, i hope we'll find each other again in the end...."
...huh! yeah right...U and I went to different directions bcoz U FELL OUT of love. sad....but i guess i should live with it. and oh! that thing about finding each other again in the end...that seems to be a long long way. i dont even see any bend nearby,much less the end. all i know is that the end is at the SEA. could i get there..? i dunno. maybe. maybe not. what do U think...?
Posted at 03:54 pm by cutesiKring
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Sep 27, 2004
there's never a day wen i didn't wish that i was with U again..at some point, i even feel like i could trade anything just to hug U again..or hear U sing and whistle to a tune of a song again..or play with with U's ear again..or smell U's Palmolive Aromatherapy lavender scented hair again..and again and again..
for some time, U was the center of my universe, my focus, my baby, my one and only..U still is and will always be until i-dont-know-when.
I Think God Can Explain..U loves that song. I do too..but i never imagined that i'd go on singing "its alright, im ok, i think God can explain..." almost every hour of every single day just to get by..nevertheless, i'd still say that U was one of the few wonderful things that have ever happened to me...
my best place was in U's arms....
i was close to believing that U was my happiness...
U could be my greatest sacrifice.....
whew!
Posted at 12:14 pm by cutesiKring
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